Feelings I don't understand

My opinions flushed down the drain
My ideas and thoughts left all alone
people who see me dont really see me
just the dried husk left on the bone
feelings of sadness, anger and worry
fill up my recurring days
while every one elese is in a hurry
not caring what anyone says

Oh why why why wont this feeling leave?
why why why does it linger today?
I hope it dosen't stay much longer
i want to hurry and go my own way.