wel hello there long time not posting. not much to post here but some poems about how i feel about my goddamed life right now.

The Broken Bridge

My life is under The Broken Bridge
it was once shiny and new
but over time it lost its sheen
started to fall apart beam by beam
the traffic dispersed and moved away
but here I am I will stay
I don't care what outer may say
I"ll stay here under The Broken Brigde

Exist

As i ponder here at the table
i relise groups are just labels
family just a word, it doesn't exist
betrayal from them just causes more fits
this is meloncholic be it minutes or years
see all anger rage sadness and tears
seeing thing clearly in pieces and bits
this isn't life we simply exist

Feelings I don't understand

My opinions flushed down the drain
My ideas and thoughts left all alone
people who see me dont really see me
just the dried husk left on the bone
feelings of sadness, anger and worry
fill up my recurring days
while every one elese is in a hurry
not caring what anyone says

Oh why why why wont this feeling leave?
why why why does it linger today?
I hope it dosen't stay much longer
i want to hurry and go my own way.